So these past couple years have been tough for me.

Last year i decided to do a stupid thing and give a, So thought, amazing boy my virginity. It ended up just screwing me over.

These guys seem so nice, But then you soon realize, after everything you have

done with them, That they were just using you.

You don't know why it always happens to you, But it does.

I'm done with boys. I've gotten way closer to God and i'm letting

him guide me. Sleeping with boy is not the answer.

You must wait until your in love to give them that something special.

I've just realized this.

I also have to change my partying ways.

I'm known as "Karlee the fun party girl" But i want to be known as a

nice girl that people look up to. I can't be that when i'm known as a party girl.

I won't give parties up completely. Just cut down and become a nice, Respectable party girl.

I need to get over my dependant ways and learn how to be independant.

I don't need a guy, I have lots of friends that i can turn to when i'm lonely to talk to.

When i turn to guy friends, All they do is try to get in my pants.

That's not what i want at all.

Hope all is good with everybody else.

If anybody needs someone to talk to, I'm always here to talk.